Just Trust.

Well, I suppose I can start off by saying I'm Jennifer Ivany. I am gladly a part of the 614 London team. I don't think I need to go into depth about who I am and where I have been...
Here's where I am now.

I wait, and wait, and wait...
I wait for my background check to come in.
I wait for my marriage certificate to be in my hand.
I wait to be able to work in Canada.
I wait to send in my Perminant Residency papers.
I wait to see what my next bill is going to look like.
Here I sit, waiting.

It's hard to wait.
Especially on something that is going to define how you live, what you can or can't do with your life, or who you are. The past few months, this has been my life.
Through it all, my faith and trust in the Lord is growing.

"Okay Lord, I don't see how my life is going to work out at the moment...BUT I choose to lean on you and trust that you are in serious control here."

You see, I like to be in control of my life situations.

I'm letting go.

The truth is, I am not in control here. The Lord does far better works than I can do on my own. His Mighty Hand can do far more than my worry can. You see this makes my times of waiting, such as now, more exciting rather than something that makes me nervous. Knowing that the Lord of all Creation is watching out for me and my daily concerns. That's huge.
Sure I have to die to myself which hurts at times but that's what I've signed up for.
And I'm glad I did.

"Lord, this whole trust and faith thing isn't easy...
But no one said it was going to be easy."

May the peace of God live in your hearts.
Jennifer Ivany